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Diary of that girl.. Why is suicide always on my mind? I know perfectly well that i will never commit such a thing , but it is always nagging in my ear.. "Do it Roxy! You are worthless , pointless , unloved! You won't be miss , so just do it!"Diary of that girl.. by ~deedee-69
It's true though , these thoughts..When people see my scars they choose to ignore them , or why i did them. Maybe if i had someone there i wouldn't feel the pain that causes the knife to slice my body
Maybe one day though , sometime in the future , i will do it. Fall of the cliff , stumble on to the train track , tie the noose around my neck.
No one will miss m


Those times. I miss the days when we would just talk for hours.Those times. by ~deedee-69
I miss that day we found a place in the park and called in ours.
I miss the weekends we would spend on the trampoline laughing.
I miss the weeks at school when we had endless convosations about nothing.
I miss the months when we could see eachother everyday and not get bored.
I miss the nights we spent out in the cold togther.
I miss smili


Reasons. "Depersonalization is a state in which the individual ceases to perceive the reality of the self or the environment. The patient feels that his or her body is unreal, is changing, or is dissolving; or that he or she is outside of the body."Reasons. by ~deedee-69
You think i am happy , but I'm not.


To be back with you again. It's not the end, even though you think it is..To be back with you again. by ~deedee-69
Your not alone , even though you think you are..
You are loved , even though you think you're not..
People care , even though you think they don't..
Everyday i remind you of these things..but you still ended your life.
Left me to think that everyday is the end .
Left me feeling completly alone.
Left me unloved.
Left me with no one to care.
You were the only reason i woke up in the morning .
You were the only reason i stayed up till 5am.
You were the only reason i lived each day.
Now i can't wake up.
Now i'm alsleep at 8pm.
Now i have no reason to live.


The Human Race Eventually the human race fell. They had broken up and fought. Hate, pain and lies spread over the lands. The cities they had spent years to create had fallen into rubble and thier posh soceities had crumbled. The tears of the broken fell on wounded and dead. Years later I looked down on thier lifeless bodies and cried. I cried so many tears. I washed away the bodies and started a fresh.The Human Race by ~xXxEllie-GxXx
I made my own race. A race without darkness. I gace them each a love and thirst for passion, knowledge and happiness. They were perfect in every way. And I gave them everything they would every need. No-one was hurting, in need of money or homeless.
I
| i cant draw that well ... but i do love to doodle... ill spend to much of my time playing guitar to practice . Also i do my best drawing when im using a black biro |
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"I won't give up on you
These scars won't tear us apart
So don't give up on me
It's not too late for us
And I'll save you from yourself"
-Bring Me The Horizon
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Dude.
tehre may be tpyos in teh comemnt abeov OTL
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DEANNA X
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"Happiness is only real when shared..."
~Christopher McCandless~R.I.P brother...
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DEANNA X
2:think of somethingyou want to accomplish this week say to self6 times
3:If you had one wish what would it be say 9 times
4:think of something that you want to have happen between you and your crush say12 times
5:now only pick one
focus on wish for 30 sec.
now make one last wish on the one you picked!!!
after read have to do
withinthe next hour!!!!
send out to 15 or more people!!!!
1 person:you will lose the luck with the one you love forever!
10:your crush will say they only like you as a friend forever!!!
15:your crush will say they like you!!!
20:your crush will ask you out
25:your crush will kiss you
35:all thee above!!!
must send between the next hour or you will have bad luck!!
2:think of somethingyou want to accomplish this week say to self6 times
3:If you had one wish what would it be say 9 times
4:think of something that you want to have happen between you and your crush say12 times
5:now only pick one
focus on wish for 30 sec.
now make one last wish on the one you picked!!!
after read have to do
withinthe next hour!!!!
send out to 15 or more people!!!!
1 person:you will lose the luck with the one you love forever!
10:your crush will say they only like you as a friend forever!!!
15:your crush will say they like you!!!
20:your crush will ask you out
25:your crush will kiss you
35:all thee above!!!
must send between the next hour or you will have bad luck!!
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Dee Dee? As in Dee Dee Ramone?
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Love you.
B.
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DEANNA X
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Love you.
B.